Every single day I want my life to…

I am sooo glad to back in the routine of things. For the past month or so, it seems like I havent been able to breathe! From Christmas, New years, and my uncle passing away it been pretty busy. Nothing like starting 2010 with chaos. This Christmas was one of the best ones I have ever had. It’s funny how over time the gifts you get aren’t so important and the company is all that matters. So awesome! 

 Then, came 2010. We brought the new year off with total class. lol We met a couple of new people who were pretty cool and met some other people who I would never want to talk to for the rest of my life. I mean its bad when Ashley Huffman doesn’t like you, she likes EVERYBODY! haha but all in all we had a pretty kick ass time. We popped the bubbly, clinked  glasses and raised a toast for good times and good cheer. Pretty unforgettable. 

Unfortunately, it wasn’t all fun and games in the first week of 2010, because I brought in the new year with a death in my family. My uncle Gilbert was such a cool guy, and I hate that alcohol got the best of him. I know it cliché to say this, but I know that he is in a better place, a place where alcohol doesn’t control his mind and body. I love him and will miss him everyday. I am glad he went so peacefully he deserved that much for sure. 

 Call me crazy but I am pretty excited that this week is a full work week. It will thankfully bring back the structure of everyday life. That  makes me feel comfortable.  Although I have a love/hate realtionship with the comfort of life. Because I am finding out that the more I am Comfortable in things, the more they change! haaha idk, we will see what this year brings…

It’s official

I picked oranges for the first time. Lolololol ok, now u can talk your shyyyt! =]

whewww 2009!!

Well, I can’t say that I  am going to miss you 2009.  I have had a lot of firsts and a lot of lasts and they were all because of you 2009!

I am kinda at a loss of what you describe this year as, except as the year of pain and suffering! haha no, not really…I have grown so much this year and as much as I would love to wipe out all of the grief, pain, and heartache that I have seen and experienced myself I would never change it. I am def. a better person because of it. Dont get me wrong I have had my share of amazing moments. haha too many to recount!

I have loved, lost, and loved that I  lost. lol Some people complain about bad things in life, dwell on the past, or even blame others. I try not to do that I want to move forward grow from them. I love my life and the people in it. They definitely make me who I am. 2009 will never be like any other. It had so many extremes…It was love/hate, friends/enemies, win/loss, happy/sad. There was no in between, and I think thats what made this year so memorable and so CRAZY!

So with that I bid thee a farewell 2009. May you rest in peace. Hopefully 2010 will bring more amazing memories, plus….

2010 is where it’s at!  =]

Hmmmm John Mayer

im counting down till feb. 5th to sing my new fav song LIVE!!

not going so sad =[

John Mayer : Perfectly Lonely Lyrics

Had a little love
But I spread it thin
Falling in her arms at night again
I made a bad name for my game round town
Tore out my heart and shut it downNothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little a kind of free
Nothing to do
No one but me
That’s is all I need

I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
Yeaah…
Cause I don’t belong to anyone
And nobody belongs to me

I see my friends around from time to time
When the ladies let us slip away
And when they ask me how I’m doing with mine
This is always what I say

Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do
No one to be
Is it really hard to see?

I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
Yeah…
Cause I don’t belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

And his is not to say
There never comes a day
I take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I have to thank the wrongs
That led me to a love so strong

I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
Yeah…
Cause I don’t belong to anyone
And nobody belongs to me

That’s the way That I want it
That’s the way That I want it
That’s the way That I want it
That’s the way That I want it 

btw i HATE when people post lyrics lol ohhhh well…. Suck it!

Monday, Monday, Monday

It has been FOREVER since i blogged last. heheh that darn monroe has kept me busy…

i need a freakin nap! i have a lot to catch up on here…it will soon come. =]

btw

i added new pics on my get the picture page. chchchchcheck it out sonnnn! =]

kind of a big deal

I usually blog on fridays, or have been but, there is NO way I can wait till then to play out my weekend. It had some highs and a few lows, but it is def blog wothy.

Friday was pretty chill, we went to dinner at BD’s! I love that place I just hate when we have the new waitresses that suckkkkk. It was very yummy. After that we went to twistee treat and got some ice cream, I got a kiddie cone and it was tiny! I loved it.  On the way home we stopped and  did the unthinkable, we rented a scary movie!! ahhh! I like watching them at home cause you can fast forward to see what happens then rewind to watch it less scared. We watched SAW, I had already watched it so I wasnt as creeped out as meg and frad. Saturday I chilled at the house with my mom and gma. After awhile I got pretty bored and worked out and then went swimming. Then the fun began! I called Meg and told her I wanted to get a Monroe.  I am 100% sure that if frad and meg weren’t there to take me I would have chickened out for sure! What are friends for??? We went to atomic tattooon on Fowler. I was so nervous.. I couldnt even fill out my own name. Frad said that the guy was flirting with me but again I was shaking so bad I didnt even notice(plus I suck at flirting anyway)lolol It seemed like as soon I signed my name on the release I was sitting in the chair with a needle in my face. The people where so nice and very down to earth. I couldnt have been happier with the expirence! We went to applebees for some fun after the piercing. lol Well Sunday was a very interesting day to say the least. I got two of the extremes from my madre: yelling and silence. ehhh not happy about the awkward situation, but you only live once and i could not be happier with my monroe. Here is a pic of it!

Friday=Blog day

FRIDAYYY!!! YAYYY!!

I’m so glad it’s Friday! this week at work has been so hectic. I have so much to do and learn before the end of the month. It’s like i am running 100 mph but going nowhere!! I wish someone would just take the two seconds to show me what the freak to do…but  instead I have to figure it out through trial and lotsa errors. Def not my best week at work =/

Watch out weekend cause I am about to DESTROY you!!!!

[enter moody song title]

You would think the week would fly by since we had monday off. SIKE! omg it has seems that God actually stopped time. lol

Not much going on lately, just chillen with the biffels and gma mainly.  It’s alright I got some much needed rest from the CRAZY labor day weekend we had. =]

I think I’m just glad its Friday. Life is better on Friday.

wake me up when september ends.

what a weird week………..

hospitals, the swine, joleened my iphone, i only saw my bff once, jeff got voted off bb, got a call from the devil, blehh. Im soooo glad its over!

THREE DAY WEEKEND!!!

btw im sure this post makes no sense…and it is exactly what my week has been like lol